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Life and death
I lost a close friend yesterday suddenly. I don’t know details but I gather that it was unexpected and sudden from what I do know. This is someone that I have known for over 20 years. We spent a lot of time together back in the day. She moved away about 10 or…
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Paralegal
Well I finished the course, I now have a paralegal certificate through Rice university. It wasn’t easy and there was a lot of material covered, but I really enjoyed the class. Now I’m on to the next phase of my life, a career change of sorts. It’s not easy making a career change,…
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2024 and turning 42
Another year is hear along with another birthday. Part of me can’t believe that I am 42 though I will admit there are some days where I definitely feel all those 42 years. This year should bring about a big change for me personally as I prepare to change my career. My paralegal course…
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June update
So about a little over a month has gone by since my last post and I wanted to post an update. I feel that I have been improving slightly on my day-to-day mood. I’ve met a great girl and I have gone out with her 3 times. I’m willing…
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Thoughts on marriage and companionship
One of my oldest and closest friends got married this month. We have been friends since 3rd grade and played little league baseball together. Even after grade school when I went to college and didn’t see him as often, we kept in touch. A big part of that was playing fantasy baseball and…
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Self reflection
Lately I have been in one of my quiet reflective moods. It comes with my bi-polar disorder sometimes. I withdraw from people and kind of shell up for a while. I’m not really sad or depressed or anything like that. It’s just sometimes I feel the world is a bit too much for me to…
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First workout class!
Just had my first workout class in a very long time and I had some thoughts that I wanted to write down about it. First off, I had forgotten how good that post workout feeling is! Sure, I was exhausted after the class because I am out of shape, but my adrenaline was…
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New Year thoughts
It’s hard to believe that we are starting 2023 now. 2022 seems like it blew by. Time is constant obviously, but I feel like the older you get, the faster time seems to travel. I’m not sure why this is, maybe because as we age, we take on more responsibilities? Anyways 2023 is here. …
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Holiday blues
Time to update my blog once again. My doctor decreased my anti-depressant meds last month because I have been doing well but I’ve been feeling really down lately. Trying to keep a positive outlook on life can be difficult when everything around me just feels dark. I think the number…
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End of summer
Once again it has been to long since an update. Here are just a few of my thoughts. Another summer is almost over. Fall begins on September 22nd. I’m getting excited for the upcoming football season, college and pro. Yeah the Texans are terrible and the Steelers are rebuilding but still,…